Sometimes it takes the words of another person to jerk the knots out of my brain so that the jumbled thoughts lurking there can be understood and put into words. Toni McGee Causey did that with her recent post on Meanderings and Muses, that delightful blog maintained by Kaye Barley.
In case you do not know, Toni McGee is the lady author from Louisiana who has written the Bobbie Faye series, creating a character that by comparison makes Janet Evanovich’s Sephanie Plum look like an Avon lady.
Anyway, Toni McGee wrote about the architectural term, “positive and negative space,” and how it applied to life itself. Now ten years ago, I would have said…. Actually, ten years ago, I would not have been reading her posting, but if I had been, I would’ve said the lady was full of it.
Ten years ago, I was 61-years old, enjoying retirement, and going around bragging about never having had a serious illness since childhood, not even a common cold. There was no negative space in my life. It was positive, 24/7, to the point that some might have said my attitude carried a tint of arrogance.
The first hint that I was overstating the case came when a cramp began to appear each time I took the long hike from the 6th green over to the 7th tee on the local golf course. When the doctor said, “Blood clots. From an aneurysm in the artery behind your right knee,” my medical ignorance was such that I asked what kind of medication would I need. The reality was surgery, and my long life in positive space took a hit.
Along with by-pass surgery for the aneurysm, came a post-op freebie, a MERSA infection in the leg. Six months later, after eight more surgeries, still with two working legs, but one with only thirty percent of normal function, I got my first taste of negative space.
However, when a wife puts her mind to it, she can really do a job on a husband’s ego. She turned what could have been a big negative into an enjoyable positive. She suggested that since I would not be spending so much time on the course, whacking a golf ball, or on a ladder, pounding a nail, I could spend more time with her. Maybe we could find time to renew our courtship.
However, that renewed courtship came to an end four years later when she was killed in a vehicle crash. Life suddenly became an existence in a totally negative space. My only view of life was in the rearview mirror. It took time, and the urging of family and friends, but that negative universe has been turned into a positive place. I returned to my roots.
Cobbling words had been a part of my life since high school, first for profit in the newspaper business and later as a sideline to my day job when I traded my typewriter for a calculator in the business world. My wife, a high school English teacher, had served as a research assistant and editor for many years.
Our last joint project had been three plus years researching, writing, and editing a book, a biographical history of the seventeen men who formed a local civic club in the early 1920s. The book took both of us into retirement, and we mutually agreed that a break from research, writing and editing was needed.
It took two years to write my first novel, a mystery; followed by two years of the surrealistic rock/paper/scissors game that takes place between writers, agents, and publishers. When the best offer included waiting eighteen to thirty plus months to see a book in print, all negative space from my perspective, I turned to my years of experience in the business world.
A book is a product, no different that a new type of hand soap, which would never be brought to the market without a business plan. The process started last February. The product has been developed, tested and ready for the market. The business plan is in place, including introduction of the new bar of soap for public sale at a local pub during a daylong street festival in October.
“Positive AND negative space?” I share the thinking of Isaiah Berlin, which he expressed in his essay, "The Hedgehog and the Fox." He divided writers and thinkers into two groups; hedgehogs, who view the world through the lens of a single defining idea, and foxes who draw on a wide variety of experiences and for whom the world cannot be boiled down to a single idea.
Berlin’s comment is not a new concept. It’s the bloodstock of the cliché. “Don’t put all your eggs in one basket.” “He who thinks least worries most.” “A man who seeks only one out spends a lot of time looking.” “He who looks only at the sunset will never see the sunrise.” “A problem is only an opportunity to which no thought has been given.” “Don’t cry over spilled milk; get a cat.”

Think about it. Have you ever seen a fox that didn’t look like it had a contented smile on its face?